the climax of the story, the thing that change the course of human future, the unavoidable event of mass destruction. (agar thoda jyada hoga to kam kar lo).
I want to do justification with this so taking time to complete it.
was busy like hell in last month with .ppt, .doc, lot of train journey's in SL and visit to home, searching for new house in Ahmadabad and finally settling down.
Anyway...
Coming soon
Keep Watching
Sunday, July 12
Thursday, May 14
HappyBirthDay....
I thought I'll write on my birthday, my first cake of life which i just had, four great friends who arranged for this, the swollen, small, (sexy) butt which is giving pulses of pain now and than but then i downloaded the Delhi Destiny from 99 movie and here are the great lyrics...
Enjoy....
Song Name : Delhi Destiny
Movie : 99
Ba- Adab
Ba-Mulahiza
Ba- Adab
Ba-Mulahiza
Here Comes The Delhi Destiny
Marzi Awaara Dil Ki Aisi Thhi
Kucch Boriyat Aur Kucch Zaroorat Thhi
Peeccha Jo Kiya Pehli Sadak Ka Toh
Aa Pahunche Hum Yahan
Aa Pahunche Hum Yahan
Haq Se Chaurahon Pe Naam Likha
Raste Mein Ruk Ke Ailaan Kiya
Bade Naseebon Ka Sheher Hai Yeh
Jo Isski Kismaton Mein Hum Hain Likhe
Aaye Hain Baadshah
Aaye Hain Baadshah
Yahan Ke Naye Naye Baadshah
Ba- Adab
Ba-Mulahiza
Ba-Adab
Ba- Mulahiza
Here Comes The Delhi Destiny
Kissi Se Poochha Na Naseehat Lee
Gussa Na Aaya Yeh Ganeemat Thhi
Varna Jo Bhi Aaya Koi Saamne Toh
Bakhsha Hai Humne Kahan
Jo Bhi Chaaha Farmaan Padha
Masti Mein Kaha Kabhi Takhliya
Gustakhiyon Ko Bhi Maaf Kiya
Dil Ko Jo Koi Bhala Sa Laga
Aaye Hain Baadshah
Aaye Hain Baadshah
Yahan Ke Naye Naye Baadshah
Ba- Adab
Ba-Mulahiza
Ba-Adab
Ba- Mulahiza
Here Comes The Delhi Destiny
the music of 99 comes out in the nick of time and is almost like a whiff of fresh air! Right from...
Tuesday, April 28
Train journey
You get up with the building up heat. You regret for not choosing AC class. The fan already started throwing air seems to be coming from a furnace. You are in the upper birth of a bogie going from howrah to bikaner.you search for your mobile to know the time. You find it in your pocket but the screen isn't showing any time. You press the left top corner key and then the left bottom key.(i wonder sometime why and who thought of this combination for locking the phone which every mobile manufacturer is following now.)The screen is completely unaffected by the act and remains dark. What the @* your mind thinks. Is it switched off? It can't be. The battery was sufficiently full last night. You press the start button 2-3 times.and finally there is a glow on the screen. The Tata logo comes and next comes missed alarm 7:30am. But before it could start completely the message comes of "battery low shutting down" and the screen goes blank again. You realize that alarm must be ringing since morning and has drained the battery. You also realised simultaneously that you have another phone and the hand goes inside another pocket. You see the time by pressing a key and think @* its just 10:30.
Slowly you got up remove the wires(2headphones and 2 chargers with an extra big headphone) circulating you and come down.the train is slowing down. You don't want to know where it is. out of the window you see a bridge, the cables holding it, the eyes directed by your sub conscious mind lookfor piller so that it can decide its a suspension bridge or not and then you find the water beneath the bridge. The vast stretch of H2O is none other than ganga. The aged woman on next seat stands up from her seat looks towards it and join her palms in respect in front of her face. You suddenly realise its not just another stream of water, its what is still worshipped by millions of indians inspiteof the fact that its badly rotten. But religion is always above everything in india. After the bridge the train is lowering down to the ground level and than you got to see another ocean. Ocean of buildings. Ranging from tiny to huge, painted to tin shaded. You also thinks about the people living in those. Lots of people, aware, unaware and semi-aware of each other. Everyone of then has his own success/failure story. Sometimes they entanglement each other, some time they repeat in some part, sometimes they are unheard of..... But they are there, irrespective of the fact that whether we approve them, think about them, try to solve them, ignore them... They are there. And suddenly you realize how great the god is. The server has all of this data. May be he is analysing some of them, solving some of them, discarding them and even creating them. Even if he is doing any one of this he has tremendous power. The capacity of server is unreachable with 100's of supercomputers.he controls them in a big way. This server(god) is really worth respecting if not worshipping.but what is in it for him. And there you can't think. What possibly can be in it for HIM. Why has this whole planet and the resources are build up, why these creatures utilizing these resources are made, why are they so much inter-related and why this complete plot of sun, stars, universe is build around them which they keep on exploring. The mind hangs at this question. The eternal question "WHY" really sucks the life out of us. So you press the shut down button of your mind and goes back to sleep.
The train continues to run......
Slowly you got up remove the wires(2headphones and 2 chargers with an extra big headphone) circulating you and come down.the train is slowing down. You don't want to know where it is. out of the window you see a bridge, the cables holding it, the eyes directed by your sub conscious mind lookfor piller so that it can decide its a suspension bridge or not and then you find the water beneath the bridge. The vast stretch of H2O is none other than ganga. The aged woman on next seat stands up from her seat looks towards it and join her palms in respect in front of her face. You suddenly realise its not just another stream of water, its what is still worshipped by millions of indians inspiteof the fact that its badly rotten. But religion is always above everything in india. After the bridge the train is lowering down to the ground level and than you got to see another ocean. Ocean of buildings. Ranging from tiny to huge, painted to tin shaded. You also thinks about the people living in those. Lots of people, aware, unaware and semi-aware of each other. Everyone of then has his own success/failure story. Sometimes they entanglement each other, some time they repeat in some part, sometimes they are unheard of..... But they are there, irrespective of the fact that whether we approve them, think about them, try to solve them, ignore them... They are there. And suddenly you realize how great the god is. The server has all of this data. May be he is analysing some of them, solving some of them, discarding them and even creating them. Even if he is doing any one of this he has tremendous power. The capacity of server is unreachable with 100's of supercomputers.he controls them in a big way. This server(god) is really worth respecting if not worshipping.but what is in it for him. And there you can't think. What possibly can be in it for HIM. Why has this whole planet and the resources are build up, why these creatures utilizing these resources are made, why are they so much inter-related and why this complete plot of sun, stars, universe is build around them which they keep on exploring. The mind hangs at this question. The eternal question "WHY" really sucks the life out of us. So you press the shut down button of your mind and goes back to sleep.
The train continues to run......
Saturday, April 11
Part 2
All this teasing is going on while appears the great vinny meddy in the room. He has already heard the information floating in the air and here he is arrived not to confirm nor to know whether they are true. He is here to kill the person who ruined the name (aan, baan, and shaan) of rajasthan-haryana group, mechanical group. Moreover this culprit is none other than one of his best buddy. vinny's sweet voice( the beautiful abuses filled with adjectives and suffixed with His name starting with the unique tone of O A of his.) came inside before his body. The mouth continued to work when he joined the crowd around Him and acquired the center seat. "#*&! ..... Rajasthan ki izzat ko ek punjaban ko bech ke aa gaya tu. Dhikkar hai tujh pe. Ek ladki se ye sab sun ke tu zinda kaiser hai..... Tere seniors ne jo Itna naam kar rakha uska sare aam rape karwa ke aa gaya? (Note: Patra who was the only witness of the event kept his mouth shut for next three years. even He dont know about Patra following Him that day).) But He Himself has dug the place to bury.(Usne bhuppi ko bata ke apni khud hi marwa li.) He thought the case will be cool in a few days and be forgotten afterwards but He had no Fucking idea that this incident was going to change his life in NITH forever and in a big way. The pumping of abuses and rebuking increased day by day. Then He decided to take revenge. The MAN ego known to be the most dominating problem in creating wars, problem, disputes, arguments and some major mass-killings in the world (of course after money and girl issue) was back in action. Last time his anger cost him a new Television set.(more about on that story in later blogs). So He wants the revenge. He want to teach them a lesson especially Her.(though he never wanted to hurt Her in any way. But when ego overtake the heart emotions and mind logic than danger or disaster is nearby.)
btw He also started going to gym those days. The results obtained by Ashok were incredible and he must also add some kg. So as to be average weighted person. The thin (make that very thin) skeleton of Him was always keeping Him from indulging any fights taking place in the vicinity. (though he was in the first row during that fight ignited due to Neha in first year but didn't had a chance to grab one of the punches being exchanged.)(more on that case, the great fight with final year, and other abrasive events in future posts).
So where was i?
Ya the gym schedule of Him was with Vinny meddy of course and they headed to juice bar after the 2nd exhaustive exercise of the day.(the first being the lectures from MED and third being the one for which Deepu was known by everyone. (Deepu and other short stories publishing soon)). The hot milk there make sure they stay there for half to one hour. This duration was always intersecting with the time limit of Parvati Girls Hostel. The couples and future ones returning to the guarded cage. The male usually come to JB for a cig or just to talk with vinny(the person with most dangerous HR skills.)(there are a lot of stories coming soon completely dedicated to him)the birds issued total them back to the zoo. The hot milk there gave them always enough time to stare at the returning birds.
And then comes the day which will be repeated again and again by people of NITH in the next few years, the anger was completely causing the motive force behind the event.
He didn't knew this.
after the work out at kBH gym the two of them were sitting at the JB alone. The 7:30 timeline was crossed so there were very few souls in the vicinity. Her name came up and followed the shower of adjectives for His so called bravery.
This time the anger shoot above the critical safe limit and the results were visible soon.
The Hill'ffair (the nautanki festival of NITH with energy, zeal, opportunities and girls with mini skirts in winter) was soon to take place in the campus. Girls were busy practicing for dance and FashP. The sessions were stretched even after the 7:30 mark as they have permission.
while returning from through administrative block a guard was supposed to follow them which was always missing. Some CC would surely accompany them till the big gates.
btw He also started going to gym those days. The results obtained by Ashok were incredible and he must also add some kg. So as to be average weighted person. The thin (make that very thin) skeleton of Him was always keeping Him from indulging any fights taking place in the vicinity. (though he was in the first row during that fight ignited due to Neha in first year but didn't had a chance to grab one of the punches being exchanged.)(more on that case, the great fight with final year, and other abrasive events in future posts).
So where was i?
Ya the gym schedule of Him was with Vinny meddy of course and they headed to juice bar after the 2nd exhaustive exercise of the day.(the first being the lectures from MED and third being the one for which Deepu was known by everyone. (Deepu and other short stories publishing soon)). The hot milk there make sure they stay there for half to one hour. This duration was always intersecting with the time limit of Parvati Girls Hostel. The couples and future ones returning to the guarded cage. The male usually come to JB for a cig or just to talk with vinny(the person with most dangerous HR skills.)(there are a lot of stories coming soon completely dedicated to him)the birds issued total them back to the zoo. The hot milk there gave them always enough time to stare at the returning birds.
And then comes the day which will be repeated again and again by people of NITH in the next few years, the anger was completely causing the motive force behind the event.
He didn't knew this.
after the work out at kBH gym the two of them were sitting at the JB alone. The 7:30 timeline was crossed so there were very few souls in the vicinity. Her name came up and followed the shower of adjectives for His so called bravery.
This time the anger shoot above the critical safe limit and the results were visible soon.
The Hill'ffair (the nautanki festival of NITH with energy, zeal, opportunities and girls with mini skirts in winter) was soon to take place in the campus. Girls were busy practicing for dance and FashP. The sessions were stretched even after the 7:30 mark as they have permission.
while returning from through administrative block a guard was supposed to follow them which was always missing. Some CC would surely accompany them till the big gates.
Saturday, March 21
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Sunday, March 15
KOLKATA
SO I wake up and I m in a complete different world. It seems like a dream but the "HAWRAH" written in big big fonts on the front wall assure me that I m not sleeping and this is indeed the last (if u count only 4) metro of India which I was yet to see. (I've been through Delhi, Mumbai, Chennai, in last one year)(Though I would also count ahmebadab, Hyderabad and Bangalore as metro but they are not one of the four golden corners of India)
So its 4:00 AM in the morning and I am standing amongst a lot of people looking like me and speaking a language which I can understand. Kolkata has changed a lot I hear from a friend who is basically Bengali with me.
"sala kuch to gadbad hai, main Bengali me pooch raha hu aur log Hindi me jawab de rahe hai" was his frustrations statement.
But was a big relief for me after enjoying (!!!!!) my last 8 months in core south India.
within next half an hour I(with 7 other creature who are going to do a market share improvement study of whole north east region for commercial vehicles !!!!!!!) am in a taxi and then I see the famous hawrah bridge..
The awesome Ganga (called hubli or bhagirathi here) below me.
Seems black in night passing by quietly.
She knows people don’t care about her so much now-a-days.
The view at this time is of silence.
Didn’t give me the impression of it being the most crowded city in India.
May be I need to roam around more…
(More about the roaming part including the trams in next episode…)
So its 4:00 AM in the morning and I am standing amongst a lot of people looking like me and speaking a language which I can understand. Kolkata has changed a lot I hear from a friend who is basically Bengali with me.
"sala kuch to gadbad hai, main Bengali me pooch raha hu aur log Hindi me jawab de rahe hai" was his frustrations statement.
But was a big relief for me after enjoying (!!!!!) my last 8 months in core south India.
within next half an hour I(with 7 other creature who are going to do a market share improvement study of whole north east region for commercial vehicles !!!!!!!) am in a taxi and then I see the famous hawrah bridge..
The awesome Ganga (called hubli or bhagirathi here) below me.
Seems black in night passing by quietly.
She knows people don’t care about her so much now-a-days.
The view at this time is of silence.
Didn’t give me the impression of it being the most crowded city in India.
May be I need to roam around more…
(More about the roaming part including the trams in next episode…)
Wi-Fi Incident
Now this is really weird thing that cannot happen to anyone.
The place where my current training is going on is a small room with a projector, a white board and some chairs. One-day one fellow among 27 of us brought his laptop with him and pressed the power button. Now windows has this lot of things that gets loaded whenever a computer starts, so he was waiting for them to finish. The last item to be loaded is network connections. The local area connection icon appeared with x on it meaning a network cable is not connected and then following it came the second networking option of wireless. Surprisingly a pop up box came out saying found wireless network. For more information, click this box. Now the place is quite remotely located and he did not hoped to catch a wireless network there. He just clicked it that finally led to connected status after a few seconds.
He was somewhat happy, as there was no password security protecting the connection. Then his mind worked and he thought about the building standing a few hundred meters away. Olympia Tech Park is huge commercial complex having many IT companies in it so he thought it must be from there. Obviously his own Co. Cannot afford to have Wi-Fi. Next thing anyone does was to open internet explorer and see whether this connection is internet connected or just intranet. The default homepage of Google loaded within a fraction of second answer he was doubling happy for thwart net speed. The information was soon made public and within a few days, there were about 10 laptops using the bandwidth. Torrent to YouTube was available without any restriction and the downloader’s came into action. It went on successfully for a month until it was time for them to go for a month long training including visits to places so they won't be coming to that office place. After successful completion of the month, they were back with their laptops. Lot of new movies, serials and other things (hope u understood) were there on the net total download. This time the network was not available and they felt disappointed. It appeared for just one hour during the lunch break and disappeared. Anyway, it was free and you can't complain that you are not getting it...
The next day the head of their training center comes in with a man who has some papers in his hand. It was not a new scene as they were having new people coming for lecturers daily and the head generally comes for the introduction. The head had some usual greetings and the asked how many of us were having laptops. A few hands went up in the response. We might need laptops for diagnostics of a vehicles' electronic system newly launched was the normal assumption. The next question was and how many have Wi-Fi enabled laptops. The hands were still in air but the mind started to move. Then he asked us were we using any Wi-Fi network for browsing internet and there were a few yes (very few than the rises hands just before). He asked us to guess the source and we innocently named the tech park nearly but this our heart knew we were wrong. Then he told us the whole situation that the network was from our office only from the next room of technical literature department. The month’s BSNL phone bill that was the network bearer was showed to us. The amount printed on it was fourth two thousand rupees.
Then he told us how we could do this. The higher authorities are asking for explanation from the poor fellow in charge of that section. The head gave lectured us on our credibility and ethics and other things for the next half an hour. Finally, he started to leave the room saying, 'I leave it to you people now and we will meet tomorrow on what you people propose to remedy the problem. The ball was now in or court.'
Nevertheless, we have one person with us. The person is our mentor during the training, an old man with tons answer tons of experience of industry and currently working as consultant to the co. he said it from our side that we were sorry for whatever happened and asked the head directly whether he wanted the money to be recovered from us. This was something he didn't want to answer. He gave his typical gol-mol answer and left the room repeating the sentence he said previously. The next half an hour was all about discussing with the mentor, what can be done. This is where the real drama starts. The best thing about human is the ability to think differently. As it depends on his environment, his past, his dreams and unlimited factors like that hence make every human different from another. The people had lots of opinion ranging from aggressive to defensive, timid and emotional as well. Here are some of them.
1. We should obviously pay the money as we used this facility and only we are the reason of the problem.
2. Why? They should have secured it with a password. Today it’s we tomorrow someone else can use it...
3. But dude the person told you he has our IP addressed and Mac numbers.
4. But he does not have our names. ;)
5. Its not about money dude, its about credibility. Once you lost it you will not get respect, the head will tell the story to HR department and our marketing head.
6. Pardon me but I am not going to pay for what I didn't do... I won't even say sorry.
7. Don't be emotional be, Vaise bhi co. Can't take money from you. Who will give receipt or where the money will go. It’s all complicated and they won't do it.
8. Why should we propose of paying? We will just in case the order of this sort comes from a DGM or ED-HR.
9. Why you people want to lose your credibility over a few buks. Money will come and go but if these people get a point like this they will poke us every time teasing us and may be it could affect our performance appraisal.
10. Tomorrow, they will come and tell us that this rooms AC and projector are contributing a lot to the bill so we should share it...
11. If there is a 500 rupees note lying on the road and we pick it then we are not thieves. The way he is projecting us is as if we have done something very big fraud intentionally. If we don't pick the note lying on the road than we are a big 'CHUTIYE'.
12. Etc etc etc...
All in all everyone seems correct here or there... Everyone has a point to prove and all are exactly right from their point of view. However, there must be something, which should be the final decision.
This was just a little and small example of life. Generally, there are lots and lots of variable affecting the situation. If you view from its other view, it seems quite different.
SO think about your life, where are you looking at it from…
The place where my current training is going on is a small room with a projector, a white board and some chairs. One-day one fellow among 27 of us brought his laptop with him and pressed the power button. Now windows has this lot of things that gets loaded whenever a computer starts, so he was waiting for them to finish. The last item to be loaded is network connections. The local area connection icon appeared with x on it meaning a network cable is not connected and then following it came the second networking option of wireless. Surprisingly a pop up box came out saying found wireless network. For more information, click this box. Now the place is quite remotely located and he did not hoped to catch a wireless network there. He just clicked it that finally led to connected status after a few seconds.
He was somewhat happy, as there was no password security protecting the connection. Then his mind worked and he thought about the building standing a few hundred meters away. Olympia Tech Park is huge commercial complex having many IT companies in it so he thought it must be from there. Obviously his own Co. Cannot afford to have Wi-Fi. Next thing anyone does was to open internet explorer and see whether this connection is internet connected or just intranet. The default homepage of Google loaded within a fraction of second answer he was doubling happy for thwart net speed. The information was soon made public and within a few days, there were about 10 laptops using the bandwidth. Torrent to YouTube was available without any restriction and the downloader’s came into action. It went on successfully for a month until it was time for them to go for a month long training including visits to places so they won't be coming to that office place. After successful completion of the month, they were back with their laptops. Lot of new movies, serials and other things (hope u understood) were there on the net total download. This time the network was not available and they felt disappointed. It appeared for just one hour during the lunch break and disappeared. Anyway, it was free and you can't complain that you are not getting it...
The next day the head of their training center comes in with a man who has some papers in his hand. It was not a new scene as they were having new people coming for lecturers daily and the head generally comes for the introduction. The head had some usual greetings and the asked how many of us were having laptops. A few hands went up in the response. We might need laptops for diagnostics of a vehicles' electronic system newly launched was the normal assumption. The next question was and how many have Wi-Fi enabled laptops. The hands were still in air but the mind started to move. Then he asked us were we using any Wi-Fi network for browsing internet and there were a few yes (very few than the rises hands just before). He asked us to guess the source and we innocently named the tech park nearly but this our heart knew we were wrong. Then he told us the whole situation that the network was from our office only from the next room of technical literature department. The month’s BSNL phone bill that was the network bearer was showed to us. The amount printed on it was fourth two thousand rupees.
Then he told us how we could do this. The higher authorities are asking for explanation from the poor fellow in charge of that section. The head gave lectured us on our credibility and ethics and other things for the next half an hour. Finally, he started to leave the room saying, 'I leave it to you people now and we will meet tomorrow on what you people propose to remedy the problem. The ball was now in or court.'
Nevertheless, we have one person with us. The person is our mentor during the training, an old man with tons answer tons of experience of industry and currently working as consultant to the co. he said it from our side that we were sorry for whatever happened and asked the head directly whether he wanted the money to be recovered from us. This was something he didn't want to answer. He gave his typical gol-mol answer and left the room repeating the sentence he said previously. The next half an hour was all about discussing with the mentor, what can be done. This is where the real drama starts. The best thing about human is the ability to think differently. As it depends on his environment, his past, his dreams and unlimited factors like that hence make every human different from another. The people had lots of opinion ranging from aggressive to defensive, timid and emotional as well. Here are some of them.
1. We should obviously pay the money as we used this facility and only we are the reason of the problem.
2. Why? They should have secured it with a password. Today it’s we tomorrow someone else can use it...
3. But dude the person told you he has our IP addressed and Mac numbers.
4. But he does not have our names. ;)
5. Its not about money dude, its about credibility. Once you lost it you will not get respect, the head will tell the story to HR department and our marketing head.
6. Pardon me but I am not going to pay for what I didn't do... I won't even say sorry.
7. Don't be emotional be, Vaise bhi co. Can't take money from you. Who will give receipt or where the money will go. It’s all complicated and they won't do it.
8. Why should we propose of paying? We will just in case the order of this sort comes from a DGM or ED-HR.
9. Why you people want to lose your credibility over a few buks. Money will come and go but if these people get a point like this they will poke us every time teasing us and may be it could affect our performance appraisal.
10. Tomorrow, they will come and tell us that this rooms AC and projector are contributing a lot to the bill so we should share it...
11. If there is a 500 rupees note lying on the road and we pick it then we are not thieves. The way he is projecting us is as if we have done something very big fraud intentionally. If we don't pick the note lying on the road than we are a big 'CHUTIYE'.
12. Etc etc etc...
All in all everyone seems correct here or there... Everyone has a point to prove and all are exactly right from their point of view. However, there must be something, which should be the final decision.
This was just a little and small example of life. Generally, there are lots and lots of variable affecting the situation. If you view from its other view, it seems quite different.
SO think about your life, where are you looking at it from…
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